thanks. i can say i think the year was better than i had led myself to believe.
but it definently has turned me in certain directioins. maybe not where i hope to be, but things could be worse right?

psh. fuckin numbers. i love numbers.
thanks for your being "impressed" it's good to know sometimes that other people don't think i m a waste of space, and that there is actually a portion of my life that i dont think alot of people really see or get. (the business side, i guess), and i guess thats due to the fact that most of the time, i can do whatever i want.

fuck being lost in that state though. i mean, its not anything NEW, i ve been thinking teh same shit since like 20.
but turning 23 it was like , fuck man. i ll be 24 next year. and i dunno, times a bitch in comparison of your life to others.

i agree. fun costs too much.
luckily this hawaii trip shouldnt totally break my bank too much.
i m going to lose money, no doubt, cuz i m going to close my shit down for a while.
but i think its a well deserved vacation i need, and i m HOPING that by the time i get back i will still have enough money to pay off all my debits. thats my GOAL. so i m still going to try and budget myself.
and do all the fun free shit. hiking, backpacking the big island, beach day...haha. and so on.

i think we have all hit that point where we can figure out sick shit to do, that we don't normally do.
we all have this longing for something more.



ping.pong.room.
honestly, i think that ping pong revived something in us that has been missing for a long time.
the weekly "ping pong" day. and more so a weekly hang out, to ping pong and watch south park. was something i ve missed ever since "the apartment" and chappelle's show.

i m glad to see it back.